Dear Jeebie
I’m writing for the very first time at this forum, as I am still navigating and studying The Ra material.
Firts off all I’d like to introduce myself, my name is Maite and I am from Uruguay, South America, so I ask for an apology in advance if I make some mistakes with my English.
What I can see from your text is other-self being very confused by this 3rd density, as we all were before tapping our faces in front of LOO. Let me say that all I can see right now is a beautiful and strong spirit trying to figure one way out of darkness, and it comes to my mind that you have been blessed and really heard for your prayers, cause somehow you got here, what I think its the best place, people and material you could have found. I’ve been studying the Ra contact for 6 months now, and I can definitely say it changed my whole perspective and life. That is to say that I am not the most expert student or practitioner (adept), as I am being overwhelmed by the changes everyday and all I can say is that I am grateful as I’ve never been in my whole life.
All I can suggest, is what worked for me, and I am leaving here my tiny and humble grain of sand with the hope and the wish that may help you a little bit at least.
I came across TLOO by this youtube channel that I strongly recommend, as it is interpreted by Gabriel Lugo, he has covered ALL 106 SESSIONS and took the time for explaining his interpretations.
The other thing that I recommend is TO READ every channeling that calls to your heart, dive deep on transcripts, if you are looking for love then Quo may be a great source of it. I can only recommend this because thas it how I get Love and Light, putting my eyes on the transcripts and just allowing Love and Light entering through my eyes, it may sound crazy but thats what I feel, thats the most beautiful and powerful magic I’ve found.
I noticed you wrote this text months ago, I would like to read you, how are you now? Have you gone any further on LOO teachings?
Hugs, Love and Light from your sister of sorrow.