Lol Awww Tribeo, you’re way to kind brother haha! By the way Love and Light.
Look brother Tribeo…everything that The One Infinite Creator -which is to say us- does is in a cycle. We go from a Universe of harmony/disharmony to disharmony/harmony. The One Infinite Creator at Her/His core is benevolent but there are lower harmonious contexts if you will, of that Love not much unlike that which can be represented by the densities. Thats the reason why He/She -which is to say we- are dancing this very disharmonious waltz of existence is to look at something She/He -which is to say we- already knows is here.
We are stronger when we delve into the depths of our fullest being. That is why personally I have to grow as an service-to-self entity. I need to…because if I haven’t hurt people then…how can I truly help someone in the ways of anger, of pure unrelenting rage? I don’t know what they feel like, so how dare I talk to them like I understand them. That’s why in real life empathy is probably the “ability” I’ve used more than any ritual, any sigil, any…anything because when you feel the darkness and become it, give yourself to it to where you can identify it with yourself, then one may be able to say “yeah I understand”. the stronger I get as an STS the stronger I am as an STO. The manipulation, the selfish lust, the desire to see someone beg for his life, these are real energies that we as STOs’ have to deal with lol I’m just being honest, we have to deal with these brothers and even some of our sisters are like that…and…good God how do I explain…
Alright…let’s take The Elite…
They have a lot of money, we’ll give them that. They really don’t even use money but they understand the conversion of the money/item/energy transfer and thus they will know how to utilize that desired set amount of item(s)/energy/“money” without off setting the global financial flow…but anyway…
Fifty years ago, Ra told us that STS have an harder and harder time polarizing the closer they get to God. That’s because their polarization becomes more and more precipitated on the submission of others or -if your an recluse and don’t have many people around you like our earth family of old- if your an hyper introspectionist with no outward green ray receptibility.
So…this being an tired pattern STS’s have accepted that its best to use the machinations of love to get closer to their goals of polarization. That’s why they study us brother. They study our moves, our culture, and by culture I mean the culture of the STO realms, minds, bodies, entities etc. Even though they may not be apart of our social-memory-complex does not mean that they literally aren’t right there lol staring right at us so yes, they are trying to take Our ways and reach God/Us using just the right amount of divisive vibration. But as an mind-body-spirit complex we have limitations which, personally without them we couldn’t inhabit these bodies: They’d explode or the radiation would be too much or our brain would swell beyond its operative size. So we have to forget infinity amounts of data, past lives, skills…whatever. So what that means for us is…in the here and now we gotta get out there and learn, which is hard to do in an 80 year span, Mr.Patrick is right, but we can do enough and let “putting yourself in someone else’s shoes” take you the rest of the way. And that’s what I do brother Tribeo, in real life.
I look evil in the eye and ask it to talk to me, to teach me what and why it is the way it is. Because Tribeo, O’ brother, I want to learn. These STS’s fascinate me because in the third they give us so much hell, its even possible for an STO to become an STS simply because of the memory wipe, and so I have to remember…I need to know why I came here in this screwed up world, with all these problems. I have to remember…
I look at how complacent people are, the way people blindly follow regiments even they don’t get anything out of and so…are people meant to be ruled? Is that who they are at their core with only an select few with power meant govern them? I want know these things! I have to know, I have to remember…and in this density the only way to really do that is to know the folly of the STS path (hallelujah). The way it circles back around to STO, and oh Adonai…when one returns is it sweet. I mean, nobody can tell me crap now…because I’ve been there. I’ve felt the rage, the hatred, and I’ve liked it…but it all ends with love of others in the end. As a man in a flesh and blood body with no memories of the past lives whatsoever yet forced, literally forced to make decisions never knowing that the right one really is, I can honestly say the STS path is weaker because IVE been there. Me: Not some preacher or some corny as “self-help guru” at a 75$ seminar who has never even broken a nail before. Me. As an STO entity in the 3rd its the only to know for sure because this memory wipe took everything from me.
And let me tell you something my…my intelligent, my witty, and endearingly odd brother…
Walking that STS path does not by any means mean going out and hurting someone. We talked about The Joker archetype yesterday (which in my system of magick we call The eleventh sephirah, where we meet our worse self) and you have a lot of people our age who think understanding the fullest nature of chaos and darkness is synonymous with…just doing something hilariously stupid. If you wanna go out and shoot up a school because you saw one too many Dark Knight movies be my guess (I don’t mean you specifically, yes I know you were probably asking…). I hope you figure the game out after youve finished doing twenty-five to life lol.
But what I mean is the pain we go through and see others go through. Tribeo, I’m young…I haven’t been alive very long at all, but I feel like I’ve lived about four life times with the things I’ve had to go through and the horrific things I’ve had to see others go through in my life. And it hurts. Its exhausting. But all this pain…the sadness and tears and rage of my brothers and sisters around me, and these are your brothers and sisters too, these are our people- all this sadness and anger has taught me, reminded me, what the STS path is all about. And O’ brother, the light is so ever at the end of the tunnel,and it is bright and it is sweet.
The way crazed conspiracy theorists talk about the STS Elite… bro, the Elite WISH they were like that. I mean, lol they look at us (society) and they shake their heads whispering to theirselves “If they only knew”. Lol I mean, really Tribeo: Its almost funny…
These people have a memory wipe just like us. They were babies once and had their brains filled with distortions of their parental guides just like everyone else. There is no six month old baby with the personality of a 50 year old okay? They have to use magick and initiate theirselves just like the rest of us occultist. Leftist are so far on the deep end I just want to shake them by the collar and yell “Take the red pill already!” But I digress…
The Elite are childish…they want you to bow when you talk to them, they want you to say how high when they say jump, and…eh…yea they may have an very close spiritual connection with the negative forces that feed on this worlds energy, but that’s about as “scary” as it gets. They are no different than any other little man or woman with a god-complex, its an elementary psycho-analyses after a certain point.
And let me tell you something about an true STS entity, I mean one you work with and can tell they will need a lifetime or so of further balancing… They hate being seen for what they are. Tribeo, they hate it. And I don’t mean the whole " Oh your just selfish! Your a meanie! You don’t care about nothin’ but your self!" Uh-uh…
I mean when you look them in the eye with an transference of energy that makes two short seconds of eye contact feel like ten to twelve. When you look them in the eye and they just know you see them, their soul, its a feeling almost more special than sex…the connection. And they hate it on such a quiet but deep level lol lol. Needless to say, that’s what the Elite are afraid of most brother: Of having an entire society have “that look” in their eyes if they were to ever meet them. For everyone to know in a very real way that this whole time they were just like us. I’d love to see how theyd react if that ever happened, but then I know.
In their ever loving narcissism theyd leap-frog into the STO polarity. But the moment they smell weakness in the Utopia, theyed be there…so sad, but I digress…
Hope that answered your question Tribeo. -smile-
Welp! Some people on this forum have their own ending style Kevin1111 has his quotes, I have my jokes.
Normally “I love you” to the unassuming internet forum poster would be the knee slapper of the day but I’m gonna mix it up just this once…here gooooeeess (God damn I’m so lame lol)
What do you call the love child of OuroborosOpened and Username?
Doctor Whooooo
Lol Shalom boys…and I’ll get with y’all later. Rest well.
Delving too deep into this topic would not, for me, lead anywhere good.