Hello. I’m writing this text in Russian first and then translating it with the help of ChatGPT. I’m very glad I found this forum; now I feel less alone in my understanding of the world.
My story begins in my youth. At some point, probably around the age of 12, the world around me started to seem very wrong. It felt as if people invented ways of living that were actually harmful to them. They live by these rules and willingly harm themselves. Probably until I reached adulthood, I lived in constant indignation, wondering why everything is the way it is, as it seemed destructive, harmful, and foolish. I didn’t understand why I felt that way. Those around me didn’t understand me either.
Later, I began to become more accepting and started searching for an understanding of how this world works. I sought, and I found. Closer to the age of 24, I read the Law of One. I eagerly devoured volume after volume and reread it again and again. For over 10 years, I’ve been returning to this knowledge. From the very start, I realized that these teachings are very difficult for others to understand. I don’t know a single person in my circle, to whom I recommended this book, who could grasp what it describes. But for me, the text of this book was accessible. My spiritual quest ended, and I felt peace.
I have experienced a lot over these years, and my life can’t be called highly spiritual, despite having kept this knowledge within me. I have gone through many lessons, and they have led me now to humility, acceptance, love, compassion, and empathy—not only in theory but also in practice.
Ever since my youth, when I was outraged and dissatisfied with this earthly world, I strongly wished to create an alternative world. Back then I didn’t know what it would be like, but I felt as if I had left my home to come to this world in order to recreate my home here.
As I progressed on my spiritual path, matured, and embraced a greater sense of oneness with the world, my indignation at its “wrongness” completely faded. Yet, the desire to create a world on Earth with different vibrations became my mission, the meaning of my life.
Everything I do now, I do so that I may physically bring together people who live in harmony with the understanding of unity and spiritual growth, to create a strong example for the rest of the world. I’m still at the beginning of this journey, and I’m very happy and grateful that I’ve now found this forum.
I have many thoughts and plans on how to create a part of another world in this world. I am working on what it could be. Without money, government, laws and other institutions. Simple and harmonious. I see this possibility only in creating an artificial island to have no affiliation with any government and no influence from them. This idea seems utopian, and perhaps it will be beyond my lifetime, but I believe that the creation of such a world will be very useful for the Earth, will be an example in what direction mankind can move. I don’t know exactly what this world should be like, I am looking for support, wisdom and knowledge from people who feel the world as well and are further along in their spiritual growth than I am. I would welcome feedback on this
Perhaps it’s not really on the topic of the wanderer. But on the other hand, I feel like a wanderer, a stranger from another world, and I really want to create my old home here.