When reading the Ra material for the first time many years ago it resonated deeply with me, I felt that I could finally accept this harsh reality, and all the cruel things people do for their own benefit. I felt as if though the negative path was necessary, that without it, the positive path could not be as it is, that it created some sort of balance. I only read about half of it at that time. A couple of months ago I read (listened to) all of it. The part of the material I have a harder time accepting is the veil.
In one aspect, the veil feels like a cruel experiment. That the logos has actually chosen this. And that so many souls are trapped in this âprisonâ because the veil is so hard to penetrate (just painting a picture). I know that it has worked a lot better in other instances than on this planet, but still. I feel so much sorrow for all the people suffering. From the perspective we have from âwithinâ the veil itâs hard to justify that the benefits outweigh the costs. But then again we are in an incarnation in third density, which is a very short timespan in the long run and apparently we get much âtimeâ to heal in between these incarnations.
Does anyone have a brighter perspective on the veil? It would be really interesting to hear. I guess I sometimes feel like âWhatâs the point of all this?â That we should suffer so much, for what purpose? For the creator to know itself a little bit better and a little bit faster?
Sorry if this comes out negatively, but I guess I just need to write it as I feel it sometimes. That in itself can help in the process of grasping this. Either way, for me, love is the answer with or without the veil. And even if I would not choose to implement it my self, it is a reality that I eventually need to accept.