A warm welcome to you
I will start by saying that I do not know how to express my thoughts correctly so that they are understandable. The thought is simply within me.
It is such that I wonder why so many teachings call people “wrong, evil, unspiritual,” and how often I have heard that many teachings say roughly the same thing in their messages: “look at the state your world is in,” as if implying that everything is terrible and wrong.
But what is actually right? How can one define what is right? Undoubtedly, I would say, let’s look at the foundation. That from which everything comes, the basis. We have a body that we perceive every day; there is also something internal, an inner “Self,” a voice inside our head that allows us, at the most basic level, to be aware of our own desires and, in a sense, think to ourselves, for example, “I want to eat, I want to drink water.” These basic needs layer upon one another, intertwine, and ultimately the first thing we all truly want is to survive. This is a catalyst for pain; if one does not eat or drink for a long time, it becomes painful, and therefore people begin to invent ways and methods simply to satisfy their simple needs, to rid themselves of pain.
Perhaps I am expressing myself unclearly, and it is not understood where I am going with this. My point is that pain strongly influenced people’s choices. The struggle for food and simply a warm shelter/cozy hearth would not have been so cruel if there were no major problems associated with poor nutrition, for example, no diseases of the organs or body parts, and so on. But the body is structured in such a way that all of this required simply enormous effort. And primitive people clearly began to notice more in their search for survival, in their search to reduce pain—for example, performing various rituals, and so on, for something “invisible” that would grant a good harvest, luck, and the like. And the first “priests/mages/shamans” were highly revered because they worked for the common good and ensured survival. It did not even matter if you were just sitting there pretending; you would be brought many honors if your actions really brought luck. And later, when people were able to settle down, learned to create fire in “domestic” conditions, and pain finally subsided a little and quieted down, the opportunity appeared to start deceiving, to start taking more, because the pain still exists, the body still asks.
I would put it this way: “the body ruled the mind of ancient people,” or “fear and the unbearableness of pain ruled ancient people.” As you can see, the foundation—the body and its needs—ruled how people sought paths to survival. At first, it was unity, which was needed only at the initial stage when people were generally “stupid” and knew of no other ways; let’s say, there was no technology for it. But as soon as technology appears, as soon as the basic needs of the body begin to be satisfied better and better, more and more separation appears. And people simply begin to act more wisely—wisely from the point of view of survival and needs—and to use others; slavery begins to form.
And at this moment, I want to return to examining the foundation. Namely, the fact that people possess no developed mental abilities. There is no realization of the spirit. All they really had was a body, very weak and vulnerable to everything, which created a constant catalyst in the form of pain, in the form of an insane feeling of hunger and thirst for water, let’s say in the simplest form. I will also add here the desire for lust and reproduction. I can also add the structure of the body, which is such that it became much easier and simpler for people to learn to use their hands (rather than learning to think and use the mind), so people developed themselves physically, invented various tools needed for violence, and so on. There was no real need for any meditations or reflections on life, because all of that gave no result “here and now”; it was simply useless. All of this began to appear after a very long time, when humanity had already gone deep into separation.
And all because this was the most logical and reasonable way to survive, the most logical way to ensure that your loved ones and dear people would prosper, because everyone would want everything to be well for their loved ones, and thereby they resorted, consciously or not, to paths of separation, and this includes the accumulation of wealth (instead of giving it to the have-nots), the use of slavery, and one way or another the desire to enrich oneself and break out of the cycle of pain.
And all this is for the simple reason that from ancient times our ancestors were in such terrible conditions that left them no other choice but to do exactly this. Because the world is insanely cruel even now, but people have managed to adapt very well, and this is considering that they still have not been able to unlock the abilities of the mind. No one can remove pain by the power of thought, simply fall asleep at night by the power of thought, or materialize money in their hand by the power of thought to go and buy themselves delicious food. The problem lies in the foundation, in the fact that the body is so strong and the mind so weak, and all of this comes from the initial “experiment” on the separation of the conscious and the unconscious.
But what is the point of all these beautiful words? One can say it more simply: someone went and weakened people, weakened their abilities—be it some Logos or whatever one calls it, or whoever else did it—but it does not change the essence; people chose the most reasonable and logical way to withstand the conditions of this experiment. Therefore, it causes me sincere bewilderment why many “higher” beings complain and get angry that people are so stupid, oh how stupid, that they do not see beyond their own noses. But in me, this evokes irritation and a feeling as if I am being deceived, as if the real picture is being hidden from me.
I see the very cause and problem in the Logos, or the being who created all this, all these conditions. And also the fact of how strongly the “importance of free will” influenced all of this, but for me, this only means a desire to preserve the purity of the experiment, so that no one interferes, to really see what this will lead to. Otherwise, people would have been helped long ago and given the opportunity to open the abilities of the mind, given the opportunity to remove pain, to be wiser, to be stronger. But no, this all looks like a pure experiment. So that no one interferes. We “must” develop these abilities in ourselves, and God willing, someone will succeed. So that later, somewhere, we could use them, and apparently in those places the pain will be much less, and the beings there are much freer.
But it seems to me that they are unfree precisely because of this rule of non-interference, which allows every such cruel experiment to proceed “as it should,” so that people go through all these horrors simply because they were deprived of their “innate” abilities (if one can say that) to control the forces of intelligent infinity. In this sense, for me, our Logos is cruel because It allows such things to happen, and the entities that somehow try to judge the human race are foolish to me, because what right do they even have to judge if they most likely have not gone through this themselves? Perhaps their essences did not encounter such strong veiling as to forget about something important (about love and unity, for example), and this would stop them from cruelty. But our people were simply blind—although even that word is inappropriate for me to use; they simply did not see and could not see anything greater, and were we among them now, we would do the same, I am simply sure.
In a word, I feel deep compassion for all people, I feel how much is misunderstood and unfair towards all those who chose the path of wars and cruelty 
. It seems to me that these people are deeply misunderstood. I by no means encourage wars, do not encourage any evil or negativity; I simply really feel that they are misunderstood by many “higher” beings who seem not to fully realize how deep the forgetfulness due to the veiling can be, and how all the conditions simply forced people to act in exactly this way.
It seems to me as if intelligent infinity itself wanted to walk this path, and could fully realize where all this would lead. But for me, it is cruel and wrong, because if everything is one at the deepest level, then you are simply allowing a literal part of yourself, your hand, to feel pain, and then you blame it (your hand), saying “well, why are you behaving this way? I ordered you to behave differently.”
I do not know if I was able to express this thought, but the essence is that unity inflicts pain upon itself; I see it this way, and I consider it wrong, and I consider that every such experiment should cease immediately, and that even the very structure of these densities, that which entities must go through—somewhere in the depths of my soul it seems wrong to me, that it shouldn’t be this way, that it could have been done somehow more wisely, and there would be more joy in living and sharing experience with each other, and so on and so forth. Unless infinity desires to suffer and simply goes against itself by choosing all of this. I simply cannot judge humanity, because everything is deeply intertwined and everything is truly not as simple as “higher spiritual scriptures” speak of, and this is what I am pondering and what I wanted to share today. 
