What i see in the Heart of the negative entity. great sadness

Spiritual & Metaphysical Matters
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hi. i have been pondering for a while now about why a negative entity chooses a negative path? what is evil in general? i came across an interesting thought.

where did evil originate? the easiest answer for me is that from the moment of the fall of man. it was the free choice of adam and eve, in response to the serpent’s temptation. and i like one idea, and i want to emphasise that it is metaphorical, and the idea is that without the fall of sin we would not have been born, we would not exist now, and the experience we live through would not exist. that is, adam would have continued to walk through paradise, as in a vicious circle, and this ‘paradise’ itself already resembles hell. that is, the point is that god already had a specific plan for evil, and god sends satan in the form of a serpent so that the serpent fulfills its divine purpose, namely, to force an entity to commit original sin, which would choose this sin with its free will. that is, god himself wanted the fall in order to begin to study the facets of himself from a completely new side, gaining the experience that he so badly wants. remember the fact that our octaves of creation are built on the principle that the new is built on the old, each new octave somehow plays out the experience of the previous octave. and also remember how q’uo said that for the creator, our struggle is just “data”. for us, this data is of a special nature, since this is our struggle, but the creator has a completely different context, which is built on the mystery of why the creator so badly wants to know more about himself. so, the creator wanted to create a conscious fall. and in this event i see the first use by the creator of such an instrument which we call the “negative entity.” and well, in order to understand that the emphasis here is not on how some man took and ate an apple, but the emphasis here is on revealing the nature of evil, its essence, its purpose. a metaphorical example is metaphorical because through some banal and simple things it reveals hidden, deep concepts. that is, there is already a hint of the essence of what evil is. and the conclusion is that good doesn’t fight evil directly, it uses evil in the name of greater good in the next step of the progression. what does it mean? again, remember that god applies the principle of progressive octaves of experience, the same concept god came up with for evil. good has always been and will always be higher than evil, and there is no even opposition between them, because the very word ‘opposition’ implies that both sides must have relatively equal strength. otherwise it is no longer an opposition, but a pushing through, a seizure of one side by the other. but evil is never equal to good, it is infinitely less than good. therefore, evil has always been in the service of the same purpose as good. actually, various higher entities have talked about this many times. as you know, the path of evil extends only to the fifth density, in the sixth there is a unification of paths, and the entity comes to understand that evil worked for the same purpose as good. and the point is that god put satan in his service, giving him the right to tempt other entities, that is, to exercise free will for evil. and the whole point comes down to the fact that god himself is at the head of this. i want to emphasize that god did not create satan, but appointed him to serve him. that is, it seems to mean that in infinity the entity was already like this from the very beginning, and simply found a new job for itself, let’s say, found something to do. for me this is an important play on words, because it raises the topic of infinity and who we were in it before creation, and it’s clear that the play on words is metaphorical, because by satan i mean any entity that began to follow a negative path.

and then what is inside such an entity that has discovered for itself that it wants to follow a negative path, and most likely without fully realizing that it continues to help god? the negative path is very empty, there are few entities on it, because as you know, this is the path of deep loneliness. in addition to this, pain, fear, as well as a feeling of fragility, incompleteness, in a word, emptiness inside. the universe is designed in such a way that everything in it naturally tends to unity, to light and heat, and heat is the highest vibrations of matter. the higher, the closer to what we all are in our essence, that is, to god. there is a phrase that I like, it sounds like ‘adonai vasu borragus’. this phrase has an exact translation. ‘the lord of the light’ is one literal translation of the ‘adonai.’ the ‘vasu’ and ‘borragus’ have meanings that are approximated by ‘the one who reigns within and forever.’ that is, to put it simply, you thank the unique particle of god inside a person, for the fact that this particle exists and manifests its uniqueness into the universe. so, returning to the conversation about what i see inside the Heart of a negative entity, the whole universe wants to come back together, this desire sits in our very depths. and the negative path is complicated because it goes against the very root desire with which the entire universe is saturated. therefore, although the negative path is considered terrible and unbecoming, the negative part helps positive entities see what they are not. and if we take it more broadly, then the negative side helps god once again make sure that he is unity and love. as q’uo said, god peers into the mirror, trying to snatch something from there that will attract his gaze and cause a moment of thoughtfulness. evil does this “dirty” work. is it good or bad? what is inside the Heart of a negative entity that chooses to be this way of its own free will?

i think that until sixth density the entity is unlikely to fully understand why it chose to suffer and resisted the universe, went against the flow. for what? i see the core of their Heart is still kind, even kinder than that of positive entities. but the whole point is that they themselves do not fully understand why they were attracted to this path, because they do not realize how much they sacrificed themselves to god. i think that there is a higher part of the negative essence, which is aware that this is a big sacrifice and a big thorny path, and there is a lower part of the negative essence, which can be called unaware and, as it were, stupid, which likes to do evil and which feels that it receives pleasure from evil. but the whole point is that this lower part is very limited in its perception, and limited specifically so that it does not realize how much its pure higher divine part suffers, which suffers from what goes against the universe, and because of this unawareness it does evil making it sincere in the context of the lower part. i also want to add here that i read a message from an insider who belonged to the lucifer group, and he said that when such a person is born on earth, many of them do not have the memory and awareness that their soul is actually pure and bright. and therefore, being born into a family belonging to lucifer, this person takes pleasure in power, in causing pain to others, because he simply does not understand that his real higher part is suffering. and all this misunderstanding is specially created. and lucifer suffers from the evil he causes. for me, this is all a great drama, a great sadness. and i see the heart of a negative entity in such a way that it is full of pain and suffering, full of struggle, in order to artificially create a love of violence by blocking memories, thereby creating violence supposedly through free will, although in fact all this free will is like a test tube in a laboratory, that is, artificially created. this is how i see the heart of a negative entity. i see how many sincerely evil people are on earth, and to myself i understand that these people simply forgot a lot, don’t remember, and i understand that in the end, even though they later suffer from karma and other consequences, they are more than anyone else in this universe now help god understand what he is, since it is for this purpose to understand what he is that the octaves of experience are created, q’uo said that if we as individuals were not important, then we would curl back into a singularity, that is, into nothing, in which there is no self-expression, although even in nothing we would still by default remain, albeit infinitely small, but still different from each other.

these are my thoughts. it may have turned out chaotic, but i just wanted to convey to you that i see a lot of sadness in all of this. in the end, this is just one big game of god, and since he plays it, it means that the singularity was no longer a solution to the equation, and that means there is still some kind of unknown in this equation. therefore octaves continue to exist

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Quote “ 94.12 QUESTIONER It seems to me that the Experience of the Mind would act in such a way as to change the nature of the veil so that catalyst would be filtered so as to be more acceptable in the bias that is increasingly chosen by the entity. For instance, if the entity had chosen the right-hand path, the Experience of the Mind would change the permeability of the veil to accept more and more positive catalyst, and also the other would be true for accepting more negative if the left-hand path were the one that was repeatedly chosen. Is this correct?

R A I am Ra. This is not only correct but there is a further ramification. As the entity increases in experience it shall, more and more, choose positive interpretations of catalyst if it is upon the service-to-others path, and negative interpretations of catalyst if its experience has been along the service-to-self path.”

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Quote“ 100.9 QUESTIONER It would also seem to me that since Ra stated in the last session the limit of the viewpoint is the source of all distortions, that the very nature of the service-to-self distortions that create the left-hand path are a function of the veil and, therefore, are dependent, you might say, to some degree on at least a partial continued veiling. Does this make any sense?

R A I am Ra. There is the thread of logic in what you suppose.

The polarities are both dependent upon a limited viewpoint. However, the negative polarity depends more heavily upon the illusory separation betwixt the self and all other mind/body/spirit complexes. The positive polarity attempts to see through the illusion to the Creator in each mind/body/spirit complex, but for the greater part is concerned with behaviors and thoughts directed towards other-selves in order to be of service.

This attitude in itself is full of the stuff of your third-density illusion.”

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I have to say, one thing I learned from Confederation Philosophy is that there are never solutions, only trade-offs. What I mean by this is that both positive and negative polarities experience their fair share of negative emotions, regardless of their path. The positive experiences sorrow from hearing the tortured cries of third-density other-selves, and the negative experiences the anger and frustration of failing to enslave those they consider weaker and less intelligent. Both also have their fair share of positive emotion, the negative experiences the joy of conquest, masterhood, and imperialism whereas the positive experiences the peace and bliss of service, cooperation, and freedom.

The negative entity does not consider itself “evil”. It considers itself “superior”. This is an important distinction in that the negative entity doesn’t see any differences between his/her actions and the actions of the wolf, the hawk, and the shark. As the Creator made predators, the Creator made prey, and the predator sustains itself on the life force of its prey. Following this analogy, the negative entity doesn’t consider themself as going against nature but rather considers themselves to be abiding by the most foundational ecological principles of natural selection, competition, and predation set forth by Mother Gaia herself.

It’s all quite darwinian and they don’t see any issue with abiding by this philosophy while they live in third-density and through 4th and 5th. Only when they reach 6th Density do they experience their identity crisis and are forced to switch polarities.

This is just my interpretation of the information given to us by Ra and the Confederation.

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Simply put, the universe itself creates the right conditions for you, depending on what direction you want to work in

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Essentially, Don is making the same point here that I am making. Don is saying that negative essence depends on the veil of oblivion, that is, simply put, the perception of essence is artificially limited. This is what I wrote about in my text. And because the entity’s perception is limited, it can artificially begin to take pleasure in evil when it is necessary for that entity to do evil. Clearly, this would be the lowest part of that entity. The higher part will realize everything, realize the whole process. And the higher part is the part that sends its lower part to do evil.

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Your thoughts are interesting, but apart from my philosophy, which I wrote, there are two facts. The first is that there is no place for evil in the sixth density, because evil seems to return to its true form, that is, to good. But the word “good” is a convention, because this word simply means god. That is, the negative essence returns to its original nature. The second fact is that it is very difficult to go through a level increase, 95% is extremely difficult, for example, even lucifer, who is under contract with this planet, could not do it. Based on this, the negative path is extremely difficult. and the bottom line is that this path does not lead you to eighth density. That’s why I personally see this path as self-sacrifice, because you’re going against your divine nature, and it’s hard to do. Again, returning to lucifer, the insider wrote that the people themselves, embodied in the family, they do not feel discomfort, and they like to do evil because their perception is artificially altered and limited. But the insider said that their souls are suffering, and his soul is suffering too. I tend to think that the essence has its highest part, something like the core, which always knows that it really is good, and god is good and unity. Everything else is just a game that entertains god himself. And that’s why I see all the negative entities in the service of god. Ultimately, I may be wrong, but for now I think this way

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Essentially agreed, but I would prefer to say that the higher self fully respects the free will of the lower self, allowing for all choices to be permitted.

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I always felt that the word ‘evil’ has a lot of weight while ‘negativity’ has a more impartial flavor.

Evil too bears a lot of judgment. I am not closing my eyes to the fact that negativity creates a lot of what appears as horrific. But I concur that it means a vey solitary path and a very difficult choice compared to the opposite choice.

The veil is really a gift for a faster progress, so it is what tit is…

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I just want to understand what is behind this desire to go as fast as possible. Whether you walk slowly or jog, in the end, what for? My only explanation is that infinity has this initial feature, which is infinite “compassion and mercy”. So the end point of this race is the ultimate inexpressible unity, which will be the crown of evolution. In other words, it is as if we are all ‘doomed’ to be one for eternity. And the veil of forgetfulness gives us a kind of second breath, a feeling similar to when Groundhog Day is over. But again, for me it’s more about doom. It’s like when you start living in a big city, but you don’t know where to go, what to do. It’s like everything becomes meaningless when you start to think that everything is going to disappear, turn to dust, and then somewhere in another universe there will be a person like me writing on some forum again. So for me the veil of oblivion is probably forgetting about that primordial agony. Seth described it as an agony, as a longing to escape from infinity and to forget. Perhaps it is our desire to forget and to start doing something without thinking that everything will disappear

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Even if anything is going back to dust, isn’t it lovely to have the opportunity to create something though ? I think the veil even with it’s insane difficulties is such an awesome things that we can create something anew with no parameters of before incarnations, albeit with sometimes intuitive images of what we did accomplish before…. Lol

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I agree, sometimes you don’t need a reason to have fun. Or, for example, you don’t need a reason to smile at someone on the street. It’s probably the same with incarnations, maybe we’re smiling at the universe itself. Maybe she is very sad without us, just like people are sad without our smiles. Thank you, I wish you all the beautiful best

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Dima, thank you, how kind your answer.

But you are so right. When we see how we all are in this ‘soup’ together, it becomes much more fun and somehow more of a beautiful illusion.

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