It is really beautiful Quan, thank you.
I see in myself that when I was young, I wanted to give love which I saw definitely as a love coming from myself. As such it was seen as very personal, and sometimes I think I was seeing myself as drained because I thought there was a limit to the love I was giving., lol
Then finding buddhism in my early twenties, the beginning of discovering bliss started me on a love that was much less personal and something much more limitless coming from definitely another source, but because I am so dense, 
it took me a few more years I think, lol, to really feel this impersonal love was from the Source or Creator
Evidently that love is limitless, and I not only stopped from feeling drained but in fact started to be plenty nourished by it. 