What is going on with time???!!!
I realize that the older we get (I’m set to be 46 this year) there is some science of it feeling to us like time is speeding up…but it doesn’t feel like that’s what this is, even my 14 year old son has made comments about time feeling like it is going so fast. And he doesn’t have a lot of “time” under his belt to make that make sense.
And then the spiritual information out there that tells us that we are in the “end times” and many variations of time “speeding up” from the spiritual community…which seems more aligned with what I’m feeling…
…and yet what I am feeling is absurd. Obnoxious shift in time reality.
I don’t know if it’s because I am sensitive, energetically, mentally, emotionally, physically…or if this is a thing that is happening to most people…at least if they are semi aware…
…but this shifting perception of time thing feels so OVERWHELMING!!!
I have been reflecting in the last few days, looking back at my life and time.
I am a pretty organized person who doesn’t generally fly-by-the-seat-of-her-pants. I don’t feel overly regimented, because I allow for flow if needed, but I do enjoy my routines and things that I can count on. For YEARS, my days have been generally about the same. I do the same stuff around the house, the same errands, the same activities, the same habits.
When I compare the same basic day that I had even 5 years ago to one of recent weeks, it’s nearly impossible for me to get the same amount done in a day.
I was asking myself if it could be that I’m “older” and slowing down…but nah. Even though I have gotten 5 years older, my body actually feels better and has more stamina these days than it used to.
And along with that, being that my son is 14 now, he is doing what he needs to do without the same amount of help I used to have to provide for him. Not only that, I work LESS hours outside the house than I did 5 years ago. AND…I have since delegated MORE things around the house to my son who can now help out a lot more. AND…I have let go of the need to have to do things that don’t really matter.
Yet STILLL…I find myself at the end of each week looking at my to-do list and wondering how it is possible that I didn’t get more done!
I have cut back on scrolling through social media, watching movies and aimlessly doing pointless things. I have a daily planner that I use religiously. I am a generally motivated person who doesn’t have a lot of “idle” time.
Something is up.
What is it?!?!
It’s really frustrating.
THe last few months…then the last few weeks…have felt like the time warp nonsense has really intensified to the point that if the shortening or speeding up of time continues, will I even be able to do what needs to be done just to survive?