Namaste Everyone 🙏🏻

I greet you all in the love and light of the one infinite Creator. I hope everyone is enjoying this splendid moment!

Like each of you, I am another presence, making my attempts to pierce the veil.

My story began at a very young age. I came into this world with terrifying nightmares, and from the ages of 3 to around 9 or 10, I have little to no memory of my waking life—only vivid, otherworldly nighttime dreams.

Around this age, I learned about something called “death” and how one day my parents and siblings would leave this life. This realization led me to suppress all attachments, or as I called it then, “that sweet love,” in an attempt to shield myself from the sadness I feared would come when they were gone. By the time I was in 7th grade, I had drawn a harsh conclusion about life: the world was cruel and painful, lacking harmony, and not worth staying in. Yet, at the same time, I could not bring myself to die because I didn’t know what lay beyond death.

This existential dread deepened when one of my close relatives voluntarily ended her life, leaving behind two very young children. This happened around my 11th grade. Afterward, I spiraled into depression, consumed by endless contemplation of ending my own experience. For what felt like an eternity, I pleaded with the universe for answers: What is the purpose of all this if it will eventually end? And what comes after death?

I was born into a highly spiritual Hindu family. My father, deeply immersed in Sanskrit language and culture, taught me spiritual principles from an early age. Thanks to him, I had some faith that the stories and teachings I had grown up with might hold truth. Still, something within me remained unsatisfied.

Shortly after finishing my 12th grade, within a week of my final exams, I stumbled upon a YouTube video titled “The 7 Densities of Consciousness.” Halfway through the video, I experienced an unprecedented sense of calm—something I had never felt before in my 17 years of existence. It was then that I discovered The Law of One. Within a week, even my physical appearance seemed to transform as if I had undergone a facelift. All the worries and questions that had plagued me began to find answers, one after another.

I was 17 or 18 when I first encountered The Law of One, and today I am 23(turning 24 next month). This material has been nothing short of life-saving. Truthfully, I was barely alive before discovering it. My always-rational mind, for once, did not demand proof—the language of The Law of One was proof in itself.

I carry the utmost gratitude in my heart for every instance of suffering I’ve endured, as it made me more open and receptive to the profound truths within The Law of One.

This is my story so far, and I am beyond grateful to be part of a space like this forum, surrounded by like-minded spirits.

There is so much more I could say, but words often feel inadequate. I hope this love and light reach all of you.

Namaste :pray:t2:

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Namaste Sandworm

Truly wonderful post :herb:

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Thank you so much for this post, Sandworm. What you said about being truly grateful for the hard times is truly helpful. I’ve come a long way in forgiving all the hurts in my life, but I’m not complete. The one who chose to go on to inflict pain on my children also still bothers me immensely, and while I have shaved off half my anger, the other half reminds me it’s still there, being angry almost every day. Your words have added substance to my quest for complete forgiveness, as now I feel a goal toward that wonderful state of being you achieved, which changes my current goal of ridding myself of something negative I hold in body and emotions.

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