no, “nothing” means that the singularity has abilities, but cannot use them. in fact, this whole story about the creation of the material world, it’s all not so important. what is important, and the general point is that
you are already making a logical error here. how can there be something beyond everything? reread what i wrote about my vision of the “council of elders” / “council of souls”. non-being I consider to be one of realms.
it’s just an area where you are in unity with god, and you can’t use your abilities. if you incarnate into one of the material worlds or spiritual worlds, i.e., you come out of the state of non-existence, then your innate abilities will be unlocked for use.
overall, yes to your question.
what do you mean? if you are born as a pawn, then you remain a pawn. i was saying that in this incarnation, being a pawn, you will not become a queen, do you understand? i see your desire to become a queen, but the point is that if you are born as a pawn, then it was necessary for you to be a pawn in this game (i.e. life). i used chess only as a metaphor. i meant that a pawn is the personification of life with difficulties and trials that bring the experience for which you were born. and for some reason you are trying to contact intelligent infinity/energy, as if to avoid all your future trials. are you afraid?
I’m sorry, but I really don’t understand you. Let me try to explain my point of view. Basically, your goal is to find healing, to become who you’ve always been, and to get rid of the current shell, because you talk about healing and all this interest of yours in contact with intelligent infinity? right?
then I see a contradiction in you. why were you born then? in your opinion, were you born in order to find a way to get rid of yourself? I’m just wondering, have you thought about why our memory is limited when we are born? so you just went and was born the way you are. in such and such a family, met such and such people. and this is an experience, these are different unique life situations. and you just want to go and throw it away like unnecessary trash?
and the funniest thing to me is why are you sure you’re not cured anymore? why do you think there’s something wrong with you? who told you that you need to be “cured”? you were born to meet certain catalysts, as users here like to mention this word. that’s the whole point. that you’re already fine, just living life, and then you go back to the form you always were, after death.
so I don’t understand at all what motivates/forces you to search in the direction of contact with intelligent infinity. after all, everything is fine with you already. I have an assumption that you are motivated by fear and unwillingness to face difficulties in life, for which you were born, by the way. and you are trying to protect yourself by searching for information about such contact. am I right? you are free to correct me, but my opinion is that there is no point or benefit for anyone here on this forum in contact with intelligent infinity energy and whatever with such a name. you have already programmed your incarnation, now you just need to live it, try to give more joy to people, and good memories. but also not to interfere if they do not want to see you 
that’s not true at all. have you forgotten about the first distortion, free will?
who told you that you have to look for god? what happens if you spend a week enjoying the freedom of all this channeling and information? Who will punish you?
the point is not to become god. you are already god, you understand? the point is to be yourself, expressing your uniqueness in every moment. it’s that simple.
meditate on this thought if you want: you are already complete, you are already perfect.
you were inside god/unity before creation began. but then you went into materiality. why? what do you think?
to test and then use your innate abilities, your uniqueness. i did the same thing when i came into materiality, to also create something new. the point is to do something new. to do something new, which has never been in creation before. that is the essence of what uniqueness is.
why do you need this?) is it really not enough for you to have - YOU? is it not enough for you to have yourself? to make happy yourself and everyone around you? after death you will be able to return to unity, but most likely your higher self will help you to realize that there is no point in returning to unity. the meaning is only in yourself. why to be in place where is no opportunity to be yourself fully? yes, you are in unity, but that’s all.
you see, “no-thing” is called that because there is nothing there, heheh. that’s why it is quite funny to read that the goal is to become a god, which we have always been, are and will be, regardless of whether we make an effort or not. I just want you to be true to yourself.
The Tao Te Ching intentionally remains ambiguous, and over thousands of years of transmission, its inherently ambiguous content has also been tampered with by later generations. So, what exactly do we end up reading in the Tao Te Ching? Is it a blend of vague concepts mixed with later alterations and subjective interpretations?
thank you! your these words are really important to me!
yeah i came to that conclusion by reading the sources that resonate with me the most and thinking about it myself. you know, i was also thinking about why love was the second distortion and not say the first. my belief is that the first distortion, free will, released the pressure inside the singularity, the singularity ceased to exist in the sense that now everything began to move away from each other. the bubble burst, creating an infinite number of worlds so that souls could go where they wanted to go. while remaining as if inside the burst bubble. that is, there is no escape beyond god. simply put, it is unknown what lies beyond infinity while we are inside infinity. so it is unknown if there are more such singularity bubbles. because we are not able to escape from our singularity bubble. our bubble will burst, and we can go anywhere, to any reality, because infinity is before us, but we do not know what lies beyond the boundaries of infinity. perhaps there is something there that feeds this infinite bubble of ours. perhaps it is even so that there is more than one infinite single creator, they just do not know about each other.
What interests me most is where does an infinite god get his energy from. It feels like there really is something beyond infinity.
so, free will destroyed the singularity to reduce the pressure, and when the souls began to wander, something was needed to keep the system in a stable state, and so the solution was invented, and love became the central law in the universe, everything is drawn to love and expresses it. and love brings all the most pleasant feelings. this is very cunning, because under love it was invented for souls to help each other, thereby maintaining the stability of the system. but there was no light yet, that is, there was a spiritual world, energetic, but not material.
when the light appeared, rough physical matter was already formed, the lowest form of matter, and part of the consciousnesses remained in the spiritual world, and part of the consciousnesses began to flow into the physical world.
Yes, not only are many sentences ambiguous, some sentences are even quite negative. For example, Chapter 5: “天地不仁，以万物为刍狗；圣人不仁，以百姓为刍狗”
means：
Clearly, this sentence is very negative. I personally suspect it has been tampered with, perhaps influenced by the sources of the orion. I don’t know how much similar content remains in the text.
you know, i am upset and disappointed by education, both school and university. i am self-taught, and used to having to constantly look for information myself. at school they do not teach, but rather humiliate. this applies to both teachers and peers, who do not tolerate black sheep and do not respect those who have a different opinion. i have been convinced many times that anyone can be a teacher. but only a few can be good teachers. it is more important to pretend that you understood everything in the lesson, and not ask any questions, so that the teacher does not get rude to you in response and does not disgrace you in front of the class. this whole system is built on fear. but the funniest thing is when you have finished studying, and you cannot get a normal job. because at work you encounter too much things that you were not taught. and a bunch of people who compete with you, so it is no longer possible to play by the rules fairly, otherwise you are eliminated. and moreover then you come to the realization that you never wanted to do this at all. I gave up studying mathematics out of disgust and fatigue because of the teachers and the environment that upset me with their indifference.
you know, it’s all in the same topic, about the sage men. the sage men were selfish, suffering for the sake of the prize, but missing the point. and modern people, most of them, in my opinion, are kind, because it’s much more convenient than if you behave defiantly rudely with everyone. the point is that their kindness is not real. if there was a law allowing killing on a certain date once a year (the plot of the movie “the purge”), this person would go and kill. actually, in essence, this movie (series of movies) is exactly about this. that people are constrained in the fulfillment of desires, but deep down they still crave these desires. okay, if we take a more real-life example, then I think you’ve met people who give some advice, but themselves do not follow it. this all goes into the same piggy bank. what is the value of advice if the author does not understand what he is talking about?
I agree with you, I do complicate things. But I am glad that I have become more and more at peace within myself. I never had that before, but now I enjoy even the simplest little things. I am gradually establishing a connection with my inner voice, which I feel through intuition.
you too! as well as everyone who reads my posts eheheh!
I’d like to offer a lot of thanks!
It really impresses me nowatime when I see folks use the Internet to really act as you would face-to-face.
I use age as a point often to inspire folks or help them see that it’s not “a 50-year-old man going “Believe this!” to get power”, though that would totally be -
I have spoken on Education and Entertainment too because I have actively been looking at the field for over a year.
It’s really shadow work.
You learn to play in speaking as you did when you were 12 and to use all memories and integrate them.
Soon enough, you may even become Christopher Columbus if you sail for long enough on water (water is for commerce in Law).
There are several complexes about a lot of things relating to human beings being wonderful and beautiful that one may find both more directly, and virtually in the whole world, really!
Still, thank you, I will certainly forget about mentioning my age, which I’ve honestly considered, and just DIW (Do It WIthout), a great spiritual practice.
I appreciate this beautiful teaching of whatever you, someone x, have felt.
I am always an advocate of including the beautiful things of face-to-face and everything.
Also, although you don’t have to, thank you for using some paragraphs! I hope this doesn’t feel too forcing, there is no need to use paragraphs, I’ll read what folks write anyways, but I have gotten used to them at this point, I suppose…
Hmm.
I don’t believe you are a negative entity.
Even if you are, though, I will repeat to people, you are a rockstar and yup you can change anything.
I am curious what you would say about the view of anger as “Anger is what happens when a goal gets blocked.”
It’s really a matter of principle I found out with time.
I didn’t know “Oh, everyone is fine.”
I didn’t at first get “Not sacrificing anyone.”, and why it’s so important until going out there…
I will rephrase your statement:
“I went from having some programming and some distortions, as most people do, to unconditional love through my belief that no one cares about me (that is what I am reading), and now it’s ready to go.”
“My apathy and death, and feeling numb (I get a lot of feelings, maybe I am a negative entity too, and I actually wondered that when things just seemed to always fail. I am still willing to say “maybe”, sure!) have helped me become an angel that is great at healing people and actually getting people’s suffering.”
Also, to mix in some of your other posts.
“I have read many books, and my tiredness and feeling of sadness/futility that I am resisting might actually be an invitation to believe in life more, while letting go of what doesn’t align with me. My feeling of emptiness is itself something (numbness is an emotion) and I am loved, even externally, and this emotion is loved anyhow and anyways.”
Oh, as to Programming, I actively attempt to steer conversations, again, to an extent, so I could be considered to be making a mistake too.
I also more see it as an opportunity though to actually test how much I can believe in God and live that honestly, really. (Though it is also true that I daydreamed wayy more than one would typically in ways that are certainly socially questionable.
I love Historical music, and inspiration for example, and that includes all regimes and HIstory. I love culture that would be considered negative, or lousy street culture, or etc. these days still, attending a Russian high school in Bucharest for the culture (this is fine to mention, for the record, if someone tracked this forum and tried to look for me, oh well — good luck — I’ve probably talked with folks more confusing still, not to mention an alleged demonic entity asking me to obey (be enslaved ““forever”” (impossible, now I get it)) once…), and I really believe in having fun with all culture, though these days I maintain love much more as an important - beauty in all of it)
Try this for something from Romania about some protesters from 1990 against which the government called in miners which then occupied the capital to an extent and attacked the palace of parliament (failed, unlike another group called the Petrograd Soviet who ocuppied the Winter Palace in today’s Saint Petesburg in October 1918): https://youtu.be/82DYe8bfcAw?feature=shared
To make this whole parenthesis a whole lot less confusing I also can definitely be trialed for studying leaders through History, though I do it because i love how it can be applied and since I love the beauty of the making of life before human life.
Now, let me continue, thank you for reading something someone else wrote and writing replies.
“I have a magical writing ability despite (I would guess) not practicing this a lot.”
I have become so dedicated to something and am so courageous, so brave I can say I want to not exist (Yes, I know the feeling of wanting to “un-alive your soul into the creator if somehow possible after death”, or so on.) if x is not met (nothing is a kind of reason too, I might’ve touched on this, nothing as 0 probability, but possibility still is one perspective on this)."
This is still an interesting question to look at, I am not really holding on to reality so tightly.
Even when we are, God is actually with us.
In that sense, I truly believe control can for people become a most super cute thing ever, when you see it with your heart.
For example, I felt at one point like most people are liars and maybe I should just give up on everything and consider the world one where I can’t really change anything.
However, I had this strange journey with Entertainment, not making it, but looking at the industry and praying for things -
It lead me to see a lot of beautiful things.
Someone or something that will not likely betray you, I would say.
Can even be you, if you will that really.
I have found that negativity is not an over-abundance of love, but of blocking and stagnation that you turn on yourself.
In a broader sense, this prayer and hope, in a sense, is that balancing which Ra talks about.
In another sense, medium, it is seeing the creator in Others.
But in a very small sense, it is like a really neat lifeline sometimes.
I love songs, as mentioned, and I guess in a sense I have also found a way higher preference thanks to God for songs others share than before.
I guess I am more sensitive, you might say, to really hearing folks then — again, God leads you interesting ways.
OH, yes, can’t really watch right now, forgot to mention that, though the comments seem super nice.
I saw a comment noting that it is relatable to Japanese social culture and working a lot, so this seems like one of those [awesome] multiple-swords-wielding, synesthesia songs.
mm. I see joy as being about how we can have as few people as possible suffer.
Still, reading your writing, and everyone’s, after some time not really talking with folks who have philosophical interests - it is clear to me for sure now that this really is an even vaster Universe than I ever imagined!
Edit: Although imagining God, it should be noted, there is no “more than God”, of course.
More than God is less than God.
“More Than The Largest Infinity!”
For a little Math metaphor, AA in Geometry is still A.
Applying Geometry to Algebra solves the question of a largest infinity as “There is such a thing, actually, because, even if you have an even larger infinity that includes the previous, in a way, it is the previous.”
If that makes sense.
We are the Mysterious Ones, here…
In all ways. Al-ways.
Edit 2: And it is all often expanding in very seemingly, to us, perhaps, only, mysterious ways.
I felt like replying to this too.
When a child is told that they are stupid, or should be less loud all the time, they will tend to wish to show the world some of their qualities more directly.
In other words, they will believe that life needs to be a struggle and actively act this out.
I believed, thus, that save for teachers and classmates, in other words, people I actually knew, most people don’t care about honesty.
This was, of course, a deluded projection I made from the limits of my knowledge in a light isolation over the past year and so! (If you want something amusing to read, please read a few of my early posts here.)
One of them is quite amusing…
Fortunately, a week and so later Universe gave me a chance for a Little Reset (I hear a lot of talk of Great Resets but not Individual Resets! Hmm…)
A lot of [people in power] are frustrated people as such in some way.
It is as you have said in a post, the negative entity tries to get it’s way however it can.
This is not because they are bad or evil but because of frustration.
Before getting around to what this might imply as to the negative’s not being a permanent path dynamic in the Universe,
I want to reply to one of your messages in saying that I truly believe it is possible -
No one is permanently always in pain forever from the beginning of their existence.
It can be easy, m8.
God, the whole Universe, is easy.
Believe, and keep going.
We are all one.
It’s @ll cool.
Edit: For any more questions on the feeling side of this topic, this is a great overall neat video.
I am for intentional living in the world, basically, and that would be my answer to this, generally.
I would also recommend Marina, Rave the Requiem, and gosh how many songs for so many feelings to be felt and, as they say, alchemized, processed, etc.
Dance, and fluidity, music, etc. win.
you have misunderstood what is being said here.
Mercy is the greatest gift of spirituality, it alone can break the endless chain of evil, which nothing else can interrupt. Confucius regarded mercy as the highest quality, defining it as “love for other people” and as the desire “not to do to others what you do not want yourself” (compare the words of the Gospel of Matthew). Love for a stranger, the ability to put oneself in his place and to sympathise and empathise with him, which is an indispensable condition of true happiness, is peculiar only to man at the highest stages of his moral development. The somewhat strange, even if negative, application of this concept to Heaven and Earth looks more natural if we recall the views of the ancient Chinese.
Heaven, as well as the Earth, were living beings for them. Heaven, according to the ideas of Chinese antiquity, has a heart, the Earth has blood vessels, both are endowed with consciousness and will. Rising above all, they equally pour out their benevolence not only on man, who is “most precious”, but in general on all things, on great and small, down to trees and grasses, to creeping things and insects. They are as if on the other side of good and evil, although only “as if” - because the Tao is always on the side of the good. Their supreme mercy seems sometimes inhuman, but this is only an appearance. This is how a person who has reached the highest stage of spiritual perfection should be - he is impassive and lets the highest justice take place.
The image with which Lao-tzu explains his thought was once in everyone’s sight, but now it has been forgotten and is difficult to reconstruct. Judging from passages of old texts, “a straw effigy of a dog in ancient times was used at sacrifice” to ancestors, when in the presence of all relatives one of the clan members depicted the deceased ancestor, and another prayed for his help and favour. The presence of a dog in the ritual is not accidental - in mystical rituals of many peoples it appears as a kind of a guide of the soul, allowing it to safely pass from the middle solar world to the lower world of death or vice versa. The material from which this idol was made is also not accidental - dead straw reminds of the grain filled with hidden life, of burial and resurrection, of the return through death to life, of the connection between the world of the living and the world of the dead. Finally, it is not accidental that after the rite was performed, the richly and brightly decorated image, carefully kept until then, was trampled into the mud or simply burnt - the guide of the soul was returned to the otherworld, the underworld, from where it briefly led the spirit of the deceased to communicate with his descendants and accept their gifts.
Well, the “dog idol/straw dogs” brings us to the generalizations that Lao-tzu wanted to suggest to his reader between the lines. Everything in the world has its term: the beginning and the end, the time of blossoming and withering. Not so long ago, the idol was decorated with yellow and blue patterns, fine embroideries, red silk cord; while waiting for the rite, it was kept in a box under a patterned scarf, it was solemnly welcomed by the whole clan and respectfully escorted. But when the rite was over, the straw idol was no longer needed. What was worshipped is trampled into the mud, for the spirit is gone from the painted shell. “The passers-by trample its head and spine, and the fuel collectors take it, burn it, and it is finished!” Such is the world, where all life is a sacrifice, and where a sumptuous feast was given, not for the sake of dry straw, not for the sake of a perishable body, but for the sake of that invisible thing which was not for a long time contained within them.
That is why a man of the highest perfection should follow Heaven and Earth in their impassivity; he should not be compassionate, but let the highest good, the highest mercy manifest itself. To the great supra-worldly beings Heaven and Earth he should imitate in everything. For within their bounds is our entire existent world, inexhaustibly generated by the void lying between earth and heaven. "Heaven and Earth are supremely high and supremely wide. Their grace and favour extend to all things (how not to recall here the words of the Gospel, which say that God “commands his sun to rise over the evil and the good, and sends rain on the just and the unjust” (Eug. of Matthew, ch. 5, § 45) And in that they give birth to, nurture, nurture and perfect the myriads of their creatures lies their mercy. Heaven and Earth contain all things, and all things feel the transforming and nurturing grace of Heaven and Earth. Formless and traceable, it belongs to that supreme grace which is not grace, to that supreme mercy which is not merciful. “This is precisely what ultimate mercy is! Because of its ‘unmercifulness’ Heaven and Earth exist for a very long time. The perfect man who perfects himself, imitating the ‘unmerciful’ Heaven and Earth, nurtures and transforms himself alone, but when they say ‘a hundred clans,’ it is the one body, it is himself, not others. He is the heart of the country, the thought of the sovereign, the heart of the people. By his non-action he transforms the body and by his non-action he keeps the Law. This is mercy. In silence and obscurity, without showing mercy - so follows the perfect wise man that external mercy of Heaven and Earth, which is “unmerciful” and perfects itself” (Chun Yang).
However, there is a practical conclusion to be drawn from all this. Man should not expect pity or compassion from the Universe that he can understand. It functions according to its own immutable laws, the laws of sacrifice: all things are born, nurtured, nurtured - and then die, and perhaps that is where the highest mercy is found. Only the universe itself pulses eternally like a forge, filling and emptying relentlessly. Man, however, is a tiny semblance of it: again and again his inhalation is replaced by exhalation - and so on to the end. Is not here the opportunity to continue the semblance further: by cultivating in himself impassivity, worthy of the world’s depths, and following the course of naturalness, to find the breath of harmonious, inexhaustible and concentrate in the centre of the forging fur, from which never leaves the Tao 
I agree with this. If you don’t get something, then some feeling of irritation still arises. Positive entities know how to cope with this, weakening it. because their polarity is essentially directed towards you going with the flow, that is, it is no longer about first places, but about “being like water”. an idea similar to Tao.
And in a negative entity feeling of anger is exacerbated, because, in my opinion, the negative path is completely tied to achieving goals and you need to constantly win.
Well, if you think so, you are very much mistaken. I was extremely inquisitive as a child, I spent almost all my free time reading books, from morning until noon, with short breaks. I was not interested in communicating with children. I think it’s because of bad experiences in communication I had. So I did not go for walks. I was sitting at home. Most of all I liked encyclopedias, where various interesting facts from various areas of life were briefly given. I had encyclopedias on space, anatomy, even gardening. There was no father from birth, there was a mother. I asked my mother too many questions, she did not like it. And when I came and started to tell about something fascinating that I read in the encyclopedia, she shut me up and asked me to go to my room. I think you don’t need to be a genius to understand that I was upset about this. Loneliness with hugging books, and no one to talk to. I talked to myself out loud, as strange as it may sound.
my mother liked to criticize me even when i showed that it hurt me. and when i started getting older i just closed in on myself. and with each passing year i wanted to live less and less. criticism from loved ones breaks you. especially when there is no one around to say warm words to me. i don’t remember any warm moments from my childhood. only my tears.
If you really want to know what condition I’m in, I have problems with my blood pressure now. It’s constantly going up. And if I’m nervous, it goes up even more. When my blood pressure is 170, it feels really bad and my body hurts. I take a few pills a day so my heart doesn’t hurt, and I do this every day. I take about a regular box of pills a week. And I’ve been doing this for a year now. I can’t live without pills. Of course, I try not to get nervous and all that, but now my body just can’t handle the stress. So take care of yourself and your health. But don’t overdo it in taking care of yourself. A year ago, I was addicted to sweets, I ate a lot of sweet buns, muffins, chips, and sugary drinks every day. It was hard to stop.