Well, I for one am glad that you chose to share your wisdom now. I consider us all friends who simply haven’t met face to face in this current incarnation. Friends of a like mind can gain understanding and benefit from each others opinions, even if some haven’t finished reading the huge novel yet. It’s also just nice to be able to talk with each other. I don’t think you have to read very far in the Ra material to understand what they stand for, and what they believe. Much of the material just helps to paint a fuller picture, and much is describing the behind the scenes way that creation works. I’m still not done with it. I tend to hop around a lot, but I’m also keeping track as I work my way through in a linear fashion.
That does likely seem to be the case. I like you idea of the blue check mark. I’m not sure how I would go about that, but I do ask my higher self to help me discern what is true and false. If I’m trying to attempt a connection (which I don’t know that I’ve achieved yet) I preface the intention with only being willing to connect with benevolent positively oriented entities, and I guess have a little ritual where I say something along the lines of “I invoke the Christ sphere of protection around me, let no negative entities, thought forms, or energies affect me or influence me”. This is just my thing, and I admit I am very ignorant as to methods and rituals that can offer protection or foster a positive connection.
That’s an area I’ve wanted to investigate further for quite a while, but there are SO many areas I want to investigate further. Currently I think my top two interests in seeking/learning at this point relate to healing, and gaining a better understanding of crystals. At least that is what I often ask to learn more about, well that and help being able to astral project.
Like you I’m also of the belief that those of us earnestly seeking, and desiring to be a powerful force for good are on the radar of the dedicated opposition. I think our experiences, both enjoyable and painful give us valuable insight and experience. Perhaps it is possible that our higher selves allowed a bit of unpleasantness to come through as a potent catalyst?
If the pain had been limited to a tooth ache or phantom itch, would this thread have even been formed, and would we be discussing this and learning here now? I’m truly sorry for the pain you experienced, but I am very grateful to you for sharing your experience, and helping me to gain understanding and grow. Thank you.
May I ask how many times you have sought help from Ra? Was this the first? Sorry if you already stated that, my memory isn’t what it used to be. I’m not sure I would attribute this to seeking a connection with Ra just yet, but you know far more about this experience than me so I defer to your intuition and understanding. Personally, in my mind the jury is still out, and if I think I’ve reached a conclusion at this point I will be desensitized and fail to give further clues or evidence proper consideration so I am trying to keep this open ended in my own mind. There are many things in my life I still haven’t reached a conclusion about. Perhaps I’m too indecisive
Kevin