Before finding this material a few years ago I had always been perplexed by my own nature. I seemed to have wisdom that was far beyond my years as a young child. I seemed to always perceive what others could not. I always a sense of connection that nobody else seemed to sense. A connection so profound that it extended to All things and everyone. At times it was overwhelming to feel so much, but for the most part, it was just my normal state of being. When I was younger, I would always find a place in nature to sit quietly and go within to connect to the collective consciousness. I guess it was my way of checking in on how we were all doing at the time. The same collective consciousness I felt just before entering this place and my human body. I remember it so very clearly. It has been the one memory that I have never forgotten. Something that has been on my mind since the day I came in. I’ll share that with you all now.
Suddenly, I became aware. Everything came into view as if I had just arrived from a long journey from somewhere far away. I found myself sitting on what looked to be clouds just outside of this beautiful planet. The whole of it was in my view. Located somewhere outside the atmosphere but closer than your moon is. I was very close to it from what I can tell. I could see the clouds moving about the atmosphere, the ocean waters, and the giant land masses. I sat there staring at this place overtaken by a sense of sorrow from the collective. Sorrow is the call that brought me here. I knew at the time that I was answering that call. Suddenly, I felt another presence. My own consciousness shifted in response to assess the presence that I felt. He was like me, only bigger in size, about 3 times my height and twice my width. His presence gave a sense of authority and importance but at the same we were One and the same. I could see his whole body except for his face. Everything from the shoulders down though I could tell his perception came from where his head should be. We were the same though. He wore the same true blue colored “robe” as I was wearing. We were the same except for our size difference.
My point of view shifted back to this beautiful planet. I did not know it’s name at the time, or at least, I don’t recall any thoughts of its coming to me. In that place, I had no thoughts that I can recall. Only feeling. A sense of purpose. The other being sat behind me and just to my left.
He asked me “Are you sure?”
I told him “Yes, I need to go down there and help them.”
He simply said “Okay.” Then he waved his hand above my head and I began my decent through the clouds that we were sitting on.
I can see the wispy tendrils as they passed by my eyes, the feeling of falling slowly and controlled. The next thing I felt was an eternal darkness, a timeless state of darkness just passed the cloud. Then a sense of “limited” darkness, the finite world of matter. Shortly after, I found myself in that place between awake and asleep. I sat there for a moment and let my thoughts come in. Observing them before making my final decision. It was at that moment I knew I could turn back or let go and awaken in this world. I chose to awaken here as I had a mission to fulfill. So, I opened my eyes and took immediately inventory of the room I was in. Analyzing everything from the bed I was laying on to the contents of the closet. Soon upon waking, I felt a presence in the other room. I could feel the distance between us, the familiarity in the presence, everything. So I got up, walked out of my bedroom and down the hall to see the most beautiful woman standing there waiting for me with a big smile. She must’ve heard me coming down the hall. Our interaction at that point was me asking a series of questions as to catch me up on what was going on in my life at that point.
I asked her if she was my mom to which she told me she was. If I had any brothers or sisters. She told me I had an older brother and a sister on the way. I asked where my brother was, she said school. I asked what school was and she explained that it was place to go to learn things. The last question came to me as kind of a secondary thought. It didn’t feel as if it was my own question but I asked her if I had a dad. She told I did and then we talked about how he was at work and she explained to me what having a job was all about.
It all seemed so silly to me. School, work, money to buy things to live. Such a foreign concept to do so much just to survive. On a planet that has everything one might need in order to do so.
Anyway. I’ve been consciously aware of myself ever since that moment. Given the fact that my sister was not get born would put me at about 3 years old. I’ve been searching for answers ever since that day.