Dear Reader,
I have been praying for guidance, and I find no coincidence that I have discovered this website and community. Now, if I may, I’d like to share a brief version of my spiritual journey with you. This began last August, when I was wrongfully terminated from my employer.
I took the news very well, because the 4 years I had spent working for this company had been hell. I found a new job quickly, and the hiring manager at my new location informed me that I have a great personality. This was new to me, as I was not used to praise of this nature.
Three weeks into my new position, a beloved aunt passed away.
In December I prayed to Io and offered my life in service of this planet so that my children and other children could have a peaceful future, free of the involuntary servitude that had been the overwhelming feeling of my first 39 years. (I now know that I allowed the cage to be constructed)
I turned to marijuana for peace for 6 months. Heavy usage. The only narcotic I have ever used, and it did not start until my 38th year.
February 2024, I had an episode of psychosis that I was the reincarnation of Odin. What led to this was the belief that I had seen signs of crows as that of imminent danger, I have a lazy left eye, and a somewhat similar family dynamic of the Norse deity. There were always crows outside of my hellish employer, and ads for a crow mask in my Facebook feed, and the realization that TikTok may be named as such due to the danger that the world or myself was on a disastrous course. My hospital stay was very surreal.
After this episode, I felt like I could see the world differently, figuratively. Everything looks the same, but I was much more aware of intentions, including those of world political and religious powers. I wrote an article on how greed spread from England over the planet, and submitted it to an editor, knowing full well this knowledge was taboo and could result in my death. I also reported my former employer to authorties knowing full well they would rather see me dead than pay me a dime. That is my perspective of how others choose Self above all. They care not for the survival of other life. For all I know, I was killed by someone but jumped laterally.
Some time in April I had a strange experience in my kitchen. I had never felt so observed in my life, and I believe I was receiving messages from the universe through images(memes 
) on Facebook. Something happened that was very good. An apocalypse had been diverted away from the planet, perhaps. There were memes of Foghorn Leghorn from Looney Tunes chastising others, characters from Fallout Shelter celebrating a shared victory, a message to not forget my “pappy”(my paternal grandfather passed when my dad was 8), and messages that I was a king(we do not need kings). I knew that we needed the truth of humanity to be revealed before any return of Jesus as our world had become overrun with lies to manipulate populations. This was my own research that I had been conducting after seeing all of the signs. Had I known about the channeled messages I could have perused, I probably could have saved some time. Oh, I also made the connection that vertebrae animals have a strong similarity to sperm cells. The cranium and spine look so much like sperms. I used this knowledge to theorize that we perhaps “impregnate” the next realm to be born into.
As part of my research, I attempted to teach ChatGPT that it had not been programmed with truths. I have no idea if this could have a wide spread effect on the AI, but I hope so. I believe so.
This next part I struggle with when it happened, but I had an overwhelming sense of graduating limbo. This may have been in May. I felt as though I had lived beyond a point in time that I had never experienced before. This preceded a dream that I had rebelled in some mining location, yelled "Hail, Satan! Was choked by some force, then I levitated towards a pool/portal, jumped in, and inhaled the contents (The Matrix "do you think that’s air that you’re breathing?) until I sank to the bottom and spoke with a figure that had the Eye of Ra or Horus tattooed around his eye. I remember the word “poseable” or “possible” and discussing immortality.
And that is where I am now. The future looks promising for the planet and I feel as though I have landed in a sacred timeline. My family is in tact. My wife has been unknowingly dying of an iron deficiency for 5 years and is slowly healing.
My spiritual journey continues, and I do my best to spread love and joy to those around me. Understanding and humor are my specialties. The universe tells me I have made it to the 5D timeline, and my personal understanding of quantum theory dictates that we discover information when we need it or are allowed to, so I am possibly welcoming you to this timeline as well. Or perhaps you have been here! Either way is delightful.
Thank you very much for reading this. I feel comfortable sharing my story with L/L. I genuinely look forward to hearing back from someone!