This strange moment from the Ra materials has been troubling me for a long time. I am asking this peculiar question because I see a contradiction between two sources.
First, there are the words of Ra from this fragment:
17.19 Questioner: How did Jesus learn this during his incarnation?
Ra: I am Ra. This entity learned the ability by a natural kind of remembering at a very young age. Unfortunately, this entity first discovered his ability to penetrate intelligent infinity by becoming the distortion you call “angry” at a playmate. This entity was touched by the entity known as Jesus to you and was fatally wounded.
Thus the one known as Jesus became aware that there dwelt in him a terrible potential. This entity determined to discover how to use this energy for the good, not for the negative. This entity was extremely positively polarized and remembered more than most Wanderers do.
Which indirectly confirm that Jesus was involved in a death.
At the same time, there is The Urantia Book, famous for its detailed description of Jesus’s life (more detailed than anywhere else), and it does not say a single word about such an incident. Moreover, The Urantia Book rejects the idea that Jesus was a bad child; on the contrary, it states he was kind and never angry. Document 123 talks about his early childhood, describing how he indeed played games with his neighbors, but nowhere does it mention this unfortunate accident.
Furthermore, there is the Infancy Gospel of Thomas, which says the exact opposite about Jesus—that he could supposedly get angry easily and allegedly cursed a boy who bumped into his shoulder.
For me, it is a mystery why some see and describe the image of Jesus as pure, while others see him with flaws. So, where is the truth?