Yellow scenery, orange hair, a black tight jumpsuit with gloves, and the display of a “black star” in the sky. I quickly associated this with warm colors, which are linked to negative polarity. In the channelings, Ra mentioned that, in this context, STS corresponds to red, orange, yellow, and black, while STO corresponds to green, blue, indigo, purple, and white.
Additionally, this character exhibited a strong sense of self-admiration and self-satisfaction, as if he were saying, “Look at me,” “I’m amazing,” “I have so much,” “I can do so much.” There was nothing overtly terrible about it, but it was possible to sense his character. There was such audacity in him.
That said, the nature of this experience wasn’t clearly defined, and I didn’t have a 100% certainty about what it was. I, personally, concluded that I had encountered an 4D STS entity. However, the truth is that it could have been a memory, an alternate reality, or even a dream and my fantasy through which I was processing something internally. I explored this further, using tools like a pendulum to seek answers, gazing into a mirror into an eye (as eyes are said to be the mirror of the soul), and meditating. Each time, something emerged, but it was connected to something totally different, not to that orange - hair guy.
So, it probably wasn’t me or a past incarnation, but rather some form of external manipulation—perhaps an attempt to extract my consciousness and transport it to the 4th density where some of my experiences happened. In the end, that’s how I interpreted it, but I still don’t know for sure what it truly was.
It actually happened quite a few years ago. I called my father and told him, “Some nutcase is following me.” Well, I wasn’t going to tell him that some alien being or a demon—was after me. I just wanted to get his attention.
For about a dozen seconds, my father watched the figure, and then it left. We talked for a bit, speculating that maybe the person thought I was alone and wanted to rob me. Sure, you can rationalize it in many ways, but deep down, I knew there was more to it.
At the time, my father had been tinkering with something, playing with a small soldering iron. As soon as the figure disappeared, he just went right back to what he was doing—almost burning a hole in his finger in the process. Neither of us could fully admit what we had just seen or the effect it had on us. We both sensed that it was something out of the ordinary, but we suppressed it somewhere, even though it hit us emotionally.
Generally, I didn’t talk much with my father about it—or about my interest in spirituality, aliens, and things like that. Unfortunately, I still can’t do it fully openely, since he’s not particularly interested… but never mind.
The energy you involuntarily felt at that moment was deeply unsettling. It was as if your own mental resources were being drained—making it easy to lose focus, get confused, feel nauseous, or forget things. That’s how it felt. I imagined that if someone is mentally weak, they are automatically put under this burden and it consumes them.
As if consciousness is consumed if one does not respond, for example, by emphasizing one’s own (consciousness) in a positive way, I am not even talking about expressing oneself in an open way, for example, with words, but rather through the internal management of one’s psyche.
This has happened to me some time ago. And I wouldn’t be honest if I pretended otherwise that there’s not a deeper context to these events. At the time, I was in a phase where I desperately wanted to understand who the alien beings were—from other densities or dimensions—especially the positive ones. I wanted confirmation, almost obsessively. I thought about it constantly, imagined it, and fixated on the idea.
Back then, there were far more UFO sightings and various videos circulating online. I seriously considered getting involved in UFO research, particularly in exposing negative alien activities. I wanted to connect these UFO events with the idea that they influence and program people, shaping our behavior and our lives. I wanted to spread that message.
At that point, I wasn’t so focused on developing in a positive polarity (however, I understand these things to some extent and valued them)—but rather I was simply preoccupied with proving that UFOs exist and beings from other density/dimensions.
Then, I also had experiences that, in my view, suggested I had encountered positive 4D STO beings no only 4D STS one. And I’m talking about a physical experience, not energetically, not any walk-in, not wanderer, I am talking about 4D STO being not human born on this planet. And it happened around the same time with the meeting of this negative entity we’ve been discussing. It all made sense to me finally—it felt as if they had responded to my curiosity. Both the negative and positive sides took this opportunity to give me some piece of experience so that I could get to know them, even a little.
And those negative ones even seemed not only acknowledge it, but know my tendency and plans I want to manifest in my life, as if saying, “Yes, we are real. Your intuitions are correct. But we really don’t like what you’re trying to do. We breathe down your neck and can be unpleasant if we needed.”
The intrusion of this negative entity, exactly, felt for me like stalking and intimidation. It shook me up and made me realize that all of this was much closer to reality than I had assumed. It also made me understand the importance of taking personal development seriously.
I still believe this today. It’s not that I’m promoting an overly concerned or rigid mindset, but one must recognize the importance of being confident, disciplined, and reliable—even for oneself, for the self. Because these things are happening, and the kind of information shared like here (on LLR) is incredibly powerful when applied and willed to understand.
And I’m suggesting throughout the sentence that other contexts might allow for different correct answers.