I didn’t understand all completely but will add comments that I hope will be useful.
I feel all my life as returning, that’s the exact word. I do not feel it’s like awakening. Even more, awakening seems to me the opposite because awakening is connected to the consciousness and returning to subconsciousness.
I think the numbers are just part of “reality”
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28.1 Questioner: I may be backtracking a little bit and make a few false starts today because I think we are at possibly the most important part of what we are doing in trying to make it apparent through questioning how everything is one, and how it comes from one intelligent infinity. This is difficult for me to do, so please bear with my errors in questioning.
The concept that I have right now of the process, using both what you have told me and some of Dewey Larson’s material having to do with the physics of the process, I have the concept that intelligent infinity expands outward from all locations everywhere. It expands outward in every direction uniformly like the surface of a balloon or a bubble expanding outward from every point everywhere. It expands outward at what’s called unit velocity or the velocity of light. This is Larson’s idea of the progression of what he calls space/time. Is this concept correct?
Ra: I am Ra. This concept is incorrect as is any concept of the one intelligent infinity. This concept is correct in the context of one particular Logos, or Love, or focus of this Creator which has chosen Its, shall we say, natural laws and ways of expressing them mathematically and otherwise.
The one undifferentiated intelligent infinity, unpolarized, full and whole, is the macrocosm of the mystery-clad being. We are messengers of the Law of One. Unity, at this approximation of understanding, cannot be specified by any physics but only be activated or potentiated intelligent infinity due to the catalyst of free will. This may be difficult to accept. However, the understandings we have to share begin and end in mystery.
I’m copypasting what I wrote recently, maybe it can be answer to your questions about creating something new:
What you wrote about 𝝅 looks the same as described in the Drunvalo Melchizedek’s book:
Referring to the evil you mentioned I think it’s a way of introducing problem God/Creator has and offering to solve it.