Hello! I’m Alex. It’s a pleasure to be here.
I was delighted to hear that the Bring4th community exists in Discourse. I’ve read some of the discussions on the original Bring4th community website.
I am enjoying each day more and more, and learning as much as I try to learn every day.
I am coming to you to request your thoughts, and perhaps more direct assistance.
For context, around 3 years ago, I was addicted to stimulants, cannabis, nicotine. I used them to self-medicate (or more likely, self-destruct) my ADHD. Their use, and some miraculous events, gave me an incredible focus on researching Aliens. I found the Ra Materials, the Law of One, and hundreds of other sources which gave me great delight.
Eventually, after several months of deep research, I was visited directly by aliens. The specific entities have not been revealed to me. The visitations were, at the time, quite exciting, and confusing.
During these visitations, I had surgery performed on either my physical body or an energy body. The surgeries were extensive and have left me with two key effects which I am fairly sure are causing me great disruption.
The surgery has given me “electrical noise” - similar to, but quite more pronounced, to visual snow, in my eyesight. The aural equipment has left me with a constant “computer noise” effect, which changes in severity.
Occasionally I am visited by these entities and they tune this equipment.
I was able to speak with an entity who contacted me through a dream-state last week, who specifically said “Yaldabaoth blocks so much [of our communications]”. Almost everything I do, I do not execute well. I am constantly stymied and raring to begin assisting with raising planetary consciousness.
My request, if anyone is available to render aid, is to hear from Q’uo or another entity through a reader here, specifically to give me the context and suggested actions on how to heal, or remove this equipment. I have spoken with Q’uo, L/Leema, Laitos, Bashar etc. many times, however, the information I receive is tiny compared to the beautiful prosaic wisdom I read on llresearch.org
Many thanks for reading, and I hope everyone is having a wonderful day. If I can assist with anything else in return, please let me know.