The Last Hail Marry of Darkness
I am not fully certain, however this reminds me of certain experiences I have had and am still kind of having, I call this the “Last Hail Marry of Darkness”.
Perhaps you can find some ideas, even if all of this doesn’t apply.
68.16 Questioner: Well how does the fifth-density entity go about this working from the very start of his being alerted to the fact that we exist. How does that occur? Can you please trace the steps that he involves himself in? Please.
Ra: I am Ra. The entity becomes aware of power. This power has the capacity of energizing those which may be available for harvest. This entity is desirous of disabling this power source. It sends its legions. Temptations are offered. They are ignored or rejected. The power source persists and indeed improves its inner connections of harmony and love of service.
The entity determines that it must needs attempt the disabling itself. By means of projection it enters the vicinity of this power source. It assesses the situation. It is bound by the first distortion but may take advantage of any free will distortion. The free will, pre-incarnative distortions of the instrument with regards to the physical vehicle seem the most promising target. Any distortion away from service to others is also appropriate. […]
This happens in more cases than you might think. In terms of physical distortions used, it may look like using someone’s having a soft voice and high compassion, this being used to make the entities around perceive the feminine entity as a liar or evil.
In this case, usually the entity attempting to disable the power source will also try to create other physical trouble, to create more mental exhaustion.
Another example, this time for the masculine, would be using a very masculine body, perhaps so as to avoid bullying earlier on (the positive tends to encourage as little pain as necessary, with the argument that taking experimenting on oneself and others and causing pain naturally leads to the negative (see section on free will, and violating free will)).
In such a case, the negative friend would try to make others perceive the entity as, perhaps if the entity is wisdom-oriented, a drunk man, or, an evil, shameful man. Such untruth would cause the entity self-discomfort, and if the entity is deep down very loving and kind, as the 5th density that so often appears cold is, it may perceive itself as others do.
In both cases not feeding these flames as far as possible, and feeding the flame of compassion is important.
For some souls, contemplating one’s potential may be very helpful, together with believing in oneself and the help you are giving/can give on others. “Smiling goes a long way. Some entities you smile at may have never been smiled at their whole lives” - to quote the lovely lovely Quo!
That quote really helped make things worth continuing at many of the times I felt like I couldn’t continue.
A fellow poster recommends the heart chakra and meditation. Indeed, these are the two things an entity doing this hates most. It is important that the entity does perceive itself as important in the cycle of life in a way or another, 'lest it…
In Defense of Free Will
Their ultimate desire if everything fails is to turn the entity negative by making it feel as if free will is just a dream.
This may be accomplished in 3 ways internally, as far as I am concerned.
First, by discrediting love as pointless, a failure.
Second, if the first fails, by openly inviting the entity to gaze upon all of the powers of the negative.
Third, if the entity ultimately concludes that it still desires the positive more you can control what everyone thinks about them.
This may not follow the exact progression stated above.
Meditation, which a fellow poster recommends is instrumental because it is the only time that strengthens free will. However, you may find difficulty in speaking with your beloved. The negative often attempts to create as much isolation (see Britain In WW2, or many historical figures such as Bismarck’s period in exile, or even Jesus’s periods of slight isolation),
Always, it will be attempted to make it seem as if this is not what it is, something that can be overcome together with the powah of love!
In such a case you may attempt to pray for their free will, and feeling love.
The truth is that the negative has no power, because it is an illusion.
The only power that it has comes from consciousness, be it the local one,
or the power of others.
The truth about the negative is that all negative entities are at heart positive awareness.
This awareness is often lead by curiosity towards the negative.
36.15 Questioner: Well, then let’s say that when Himmler, for instance, reaches sixth-density negative at the beginnings of sixth-density negative, at this time would it be [the] case that an entity would realize that his higher self is sixth-density positively oriented and for that reason make the jump from negative to positive orientation?
Ra: I am Ra. This is incorrect. The sixth-density negative entity is extremely wise. It observes the spiritual entropy occurring due to the lack of ability to express the unity of sixth density. Thus, loving the Creator and realizing at some point that the Creator is not only self but other-self as self, this entity consciously chooses an instantaneous energy reorientation so that it may continue its evolution.
You may find it interesting making your energy available for psychic aid/requests, “if God wills it”.
I always like to pray “God bless everyone as you wish”, and beam out energy. That is my favorite form of prayer. Prayer is like meditation, but more active. The confederation has long found prayer heart-warming and beautiful about Earth and it’s people.