❤️Feeling like Im HIDING

“Hiding” I feel like I’m hiding from someone or some thing, I don’t need the answer just looking for maybe conversation about the subject:
In the physical sense, I have a very public job and lots of clients that I service. I am a septic technician.
In previous conversations, I’ve mentioned that I am able to play TAG with mother nature. I tag a tree and then the sun tags me back. Previously it was mentioned as a game that stars play, I just remember playing TAG and HIDE/SEEK as a child and I was really good at HIDING❤️