Well, my perception could be an amalgam of many different levels.
Speaking of different resources, I am wondering, is your heart a crossover point between the animal aspects of what we call self and the angelic aspects, or is it something different? What is your heart to you?
Mr. Hitler, being a painter, had clear talent for drawing sharp lines of rhetoric to inspire a populace suffering under the conditions of the Treaty of Versailles. His talents fit your story above rather well, I would say.
I’m not talking about pointless violence, but violence intended to send clear messages of control and degradation.
Sometimes that is quite true. Other times, the kind of darkness a black hole uses to shred a star may arise. You see, mine is the path of acceptance of all, and this includes the living darkness, difficult as that is to embrace with unconditional love. The way of becoming the Creator is acceptance of all, and that includes a variety of odd things.
That last bit, in my view, is moving towards being offensive, just to let you know since your comment would imply that sensed that yourself. You see, the path of the heart offers ample means to know blessing and belonging. Please correct me if my inference is off-base, but you seem to view the way of wholeness (inclusive of the heart) as something shallow. You might consider that darkness is completely monotonous, but for different degrees of shadow, whereas light has all the variation in beauty you could ever imagine. Why? Because your imagination requires light to see them. You simply cannot control what you are merely a part of.