To me it means that at the end of the incarnation were you able to accept 51% of all the catalysts or did you instead tried to control in the face of catalyst.
The alignment of your chakras, the resonant melody you become, your aura, is an overall image of who you are… this image is clear in your harvestable potential by those who guide us.
Who you are, karma, choices, knowing is not a pre-requisite.
Every choice in thought, in action, and in feeling… is it service to self, or service to other…
Ra said knowing is not a pre-requisite.
You came here to live a life you probably preprogrammed, perhaps you have some great purpose, perhaps you came here to seek understanding, perhaps to help connect with other. Either way you cannot get it wrong… Either way, you are exactly where you were meant to be, because if you weren’t meant to be there, you wouldn’t be. That is very reassuring my friend.