That’s ok, it was not intended as some kind of criticism,
refering to it as a bumpy ride, was just a snippet of my ‘thinking out loud’ about the sequence of events that led to a sense of (with lacking of a better word) equilibrium in how i felt about the thread as a whole, and not something i lean on in regards to the context of the post it’s quoted from.
(edit, i moved the concept posted here, to start a thread about it:
The Tree of Human Needs
i first posted it here, as it sprouted from the conceptual understanding that landed for me through this thread.