Are you truly seeking or are you deluding yourself? Eh? Can you discern this faithfully?
(Don channeling)
Hatonn
I am Hatonn. I greet you, my friends, in the love and in the light of our infinite Creator. It is a great privilege to be with you this evening as it is every evening. It is a great privilege to be able to serve those who seek and, my friends, you are seeking, and this is rare upon your planet. There are but few people upon your planet who are seeking. There are many who believe that they are seeking, but they are not seeking. They are simply going through motions and fooling themselves.
What is seeking, my friends? What is true seeking? Seeking is an attempt to understand the desires of your Creator. Seeking is an attempt to understand why you are yourself and how you may express the desire of your Creator. This, my friends, is true seeking.
I just love this passage because it so unsparingly direct!
Isnât it cruel for an ethereal intelligence from a higher density to ask one to seek the desires of CreatorâŚknowing that 3rd density is unable to access such knowledge? Moreover, such knowledge cannot be assimilated without distortion. Is such âseekingâ true or skewed? One who seeks in this density is as likely to secure the tauntings of an STS as an STOâŚbut unable to validate the difference.
I donât think the Creator is some distant phenomenon that set things in motion and then leaned back to watch it all play out. We are ânever notâ being created; that is part of the equality of existence. If something is part of the ongoing flow of life, it is part of the Creatorâs creative process on some level.
I also believe the Creator is inseparable from Creation. Therefore, our authentic desires are part of our Creatorâs desires. The challenge isnât that the knowledge is inaccessible, but rather navigating the difference between what we truly desire and what we think we desireâespecially since authentic desire can seem rather illogical when least expected.
What would be a better alternative? Seeking randomly? Seeking selfishly? I donât see a better way, do you?
I understand your bitterness. It has felt like cruelty to me at times. Maybe it is, maybe itâs more like âtough love?â âGo find it on your own so that you can truly own it. So that finding it can have the deepest impact.â
But it is very difficult when every choice seems as useless as the others. It is painful before learn where the love is. I wish I knew a better way to share with others. Explaining that slowly coming into better alignment with your deepest self is rewarding beyond compare is cold comfort to people with no access to this and no sense of a way forward to get there.
